A most powerful gift we can give God is our whole heart. We should serve God always with all our hearts’, then our minds and everything will follow. You will see God work through you as time passes. In the Bible it says love covers a multitude of sins. I have seen that in my writings. I might have had a bad day, and write more out of my anger than love. The next day I think about it and want to change my article, only to find God has covered it with His Holy Spirit of love. I therefore have no need to edit it. You just don’t see my anger, because God has truly covered it with His love. You might disagree with me, because you have seen the anger. If so I believe God has shown it to you for a reason, to learn and pray for me as I am called to do also when I see a fault in someone.

Judging Others

I have been thinking a lot about the way judging is so wide spread in our communities. We seem to think we have a right to judge people. I was thinking about how much it poisons not only the Body of Christ but our whole society and the world. It is a form of cursing. And one day many years ago I ask a question to God very casually, not expecting anything particular. I asked ‘am I cursed God.’ God straight away showed me by feeling and seeing how heavy and vast it was. And I was in a state of shock and said to God ‘but I don’t know many people to give me so much curses.’ Well as time went on I read many books and one of them was on Generational curses, and I also started to watch shows on the internet like Sid Roth ‘Its Supernatural.’ What I found out was the Bible says our fathers sins, will come down three to four generations. And some people have seen it come down to ten generations. Another person said each generation it gets worse if nobody deals with it. So you see generational curses alone is a very big problem, if we didn’t have God to come to and deal with it. What about the generational curses of hatred of people of different religions and racism. How many generations have pass that down.

Another thought every time we judge a person, or are angry with another, what curses are we sending them, unknown to us. Sickness is one of them. Since I have been meditating on this subject, I have notice there are many times I get irritated about little things and blame God for it. God is so patient with me. I repent straight away, but each time I am shocked that I can do that to Him. While I was praying to God to bring blessings on all the people I have cursed (unknown to me) I think I felt the body of Christ. Knees were being attacked and pain was in the Body that I put there through my cursing.  It really makes you think more seriously about how much the Body of Christ needs us to bless it without ceasing to heal it from our sins.

Mass is Important

When I offered my version of my home Mass (I do my own Mass of sorts, since I was kicked out of my local church). Catholics call Holy Communion, Mass. Satan doesn’t want you to know that because you might learn something. Like the Mass is celebrated every day and you indeed become spiritual rich and feed by the Body of Jesus Christ. He is really presence in the bread and wine that you offer up in Mass, or Communion, depending what church you belong to. It is very important to God you know Jesus is very present in Communion or the Mass. If you believe and serve Him, He may even appear before you in the host (the consecrated bread). I can’t disbelieve because He has come to me so often at Mass.

Getting back to what I was saying, during my Mass I offered the Host up for everybody I have cursed from the beginning of my existence (including in my mother’s womb) for all those I have cursed whether they were a friend of foe. I felt Jesus so strong and He was so keen to do it. I even felt some of the blessings going straight to them. I am going to do it seven Masses in a row, to make the blessings so much stronger. I also felt myself freer too. So I am hoping you fellows will give it a try. You will get a blessing from God for doing it, and you will help heal the Body of Christ. We all have hurt Him and we need to make it up for Him by blessing everyone and not cursing one another. Changing that habit is going to be difficult, but God loves seeing us trying to, for His sake.

God Really does Take Notice I of what We Do

He really does notice our efforts. I started praying for a group of people that I would normally consider my enemies, but have been humble by God and now gladly will do it over and over again.  God open my eyes, during my stay at hospital. I learnt a lot about love there. Any way I was praying for the very people I would not prayer with such passion. And I was looking at my favourite picture of Jesus at the time. And Jesus Spirit became visible and His mouth couldn’t contain the pure joy and laughter that was inside of Him. He couldn’t hold it in. If those who have never experience Jesus in this way, I really wish you could, because you will know a different Jesus, than what many people describe Him to you. He is so affectionate and tender, I wish everybody could know this. We do have different gifts. Some people God speaks to them. With me I sense His feelings and I kinda of see His Spirit and just seem to hear His words, which sounds funny, but that is how it is with me. I went off the rail when I tried to hear His voice, and went to hospital over it. But like I said before God can bring good out of evil.

Before I go into this subject I feel God wants me to reassure people of all different religions regardless of what it is (Muslim, Hindu, or whatever), or whatever crimes you may have committed against The One True God, Jesus crucifixion covers you also. All you need to do is to repent of all your sins humbly before God. Acknowledge Jesus truly did died to save you from the fires of Hell. And He really will forgive you if you are ask Him with a genuine sincere heart. If you believe Him and follow Him and acknowledge He is your Lord all the days of your life, you are now a part of Jesus sheepfold and you will enter the kingdom of God. You are now a Christian.

Once You Receive Christ in Your Life

Some people prefer to call themselves believers or followers of Christ, it doesn’t really matter the name you go by as long as you do all the above and have been water baptised (very important). To be baptised you need to find a church that you feel God is sending you to and the minster or priest will baptise you. You belong to Jesus sheepfold just as much as say somebody like me, who has always belong to Him.  There is even a parable where Jesus basically explains some workers who were working on a field all day and as time went on the landowner found more workers that were hanging around waiting to be employed. So they came much later to work on the field. The story goes they all got the same pay whether they started work at the beginning or towards the end. So far as God is concern He just wants us all home with Him, regardless of our past. As long as we worship and believe in Him as the one true God and do as He says we are right with Him. So never fear rejection, because God wants you with Him and saved, more passionately than you do.

I want to write about if you have ever noticed people who have been blessed with very powerful visitations from Our Lord or from the Virgin Mary, also carry crosses that they would never been able to carry. Only that their experience with God holds them up. What I am saying here is only a general rule. The greater the supernatural blesses you receive, also comes with it a mighty big cross and responsibilities to serve God in a special way. Not everybody is going to be seen in the public eye, but the person in question sure knows about it. Sometimes that is not always so. The visitations you receive is not for entertainment. It is a taste of heaven it is true, but you will find carrying a heavy cross often comes with it. The cross may take place after a few years later, which that was the case with me. We carry this cross not only for the salvation of our own souls, but for many others as well. We are here on earth to work out our salvation. That isn’t easy since we are so very highly skilled as sinners. Doesn’t matter how heavy our cross is, Jesus carries the heaviest load for us. We may not see it. We may instead feel God has abandon us. Most of God’s children have to go through that period in different degrees, where we don’t feel God is near or even cares about our circumstances. He is teaching us one of the hardest lessons of all and that is to have real living faith in Him. And if we are faithful, our faith truly does grow and so does our love for Him and our neighbour. It grows accordingly to how faithful we were in carrying that cross.

We Are Still in The World

It is easy to believe in God’s love for us when we can see and feel His presence, but when we are surrounded with the lies of the enemy forever telling us over and over again that we are not loved by God, that our faith is a lie and so on. That is of course is a time when we have to really fight for our souls salvation. And we are not alone, Jesus is with us, but we have to rely on Him and not on our so called strength in order to survive. Your prayers are being heard, but you just have to hang in there and persevere as Jesus tells us to. You can’t be a great warrior of Christ unless you fight a great battle. The bigger the battle the bigger your victory. And God not only wants you saved He wants you to climb up His Holy Mountain as high as you can so He can give you a huge reward forever.

He loves you so much that you are being honoured in sharing a little of what He went through for you. And it doesn’t stop there. God treats your sacrifice bathed in the blood of Jesus so that it is now a pure offering to God to save the lost, if you only believed. So be careful about being jealous about people who have all these wonderful experiences from God. They may also have many things happening to them that are not so wonderful in your eyes. Know God loves us and He does know what we can endure if we lean on Him. And yes it does cost us everything as it cost Jesus His everything to save us. Some people who are less blessed in the supernatural gifts of God, can sometimes be more pleasing to God than those who have much. Because some who have less can in fact work harder and are more faithful with the little they have for God than some who are blessed with plenty.

It is not your gift that matters, it is your love and faithfulness to God that matters. I honestly believe once that is settle in the minds of many, that’s when they are more open than ever to receive the supernatural gifts of God. With this attitude they are more likely to have their priories’ in the right order and so benefit from new gifts not only to help themselves, but the whole kingdom of God benefits from their spiritual maturity.

I have been a very slow learner on one hand, but despite of it all God has taught me many lessons. I am now sixty one years old and I feel like I am just getting it. One thing I have learnt is Satan is a liar right!! So it stands to reason those who serve him are going to follow his example. They lie too!! They copy their father. Jesus did what He saw His father do and that was to obey His Father wishes. So Jesus is kind, loving and truthful. Satan is nothing like Jesus, he is all meanness and cruelty.

I remember many years ago, there was a devil worshiper who attended the church I use to go to. I didn’t know it at the time who he was, but found out later. At this point I want to point out there are currently many devil worshipers that attend all denominations, so to breakdown and destroy churches. One ex-devil worshiper said his favourite method was to spread rumours around. Unfortunately it worked very successfully, because not all Christians are obeying God’s Commandments of Love as they claim. Many Christians you wouldn’t know they are Christians by their lifestyles. Remember what Jesus said ‘not everybody who says Lord, Lord will enter the kingdom of heaven.’ To be a Christian you must actually follow Jesus, do what He does. Too many what it both ways, and that is impossible.

So getting back to the point, this devil worshiper didn’t whisper a lie, but shouted it out so loudly and confidently that for a moment, I questioned if I was mistaken. He shouted out that I did not attend the Mass on Wednesday and I knew full well that I did. I remember it clearly, because a friend of mind had died and I couldn’t attend to her funeral, so I went on that day specially to give her my respects and prayers. The trick is if people sound confident and shout out loudly, other people too will question themselves and will ask ‘am I right or are they? And if they hear contradictions long and don’t fight it, they will believe the lie. There is a saying, ‘if somebody told you long enough you are a horse, you will be looking for the saddle.’ That is a great trick of the devil and he relies on it a lot. Watch and see it for yourself. I know most of you have already notice it for yourself, but unfortunately many have not. See how peer pressure has a lot to do how the young behave, and not so young also.

Satan will either puff you up or work on your inferior complex to get his way. If all fails he will use brute force and sometimes when he really wants something badly, he will use all three methods at the same time. Just look at prison camps. Satan’s power is in you believing in his lies. He is not going to tell a person in a prison camp, ‘you are saving so many soul.’ no!!  He is going to make you feel so miserable and depress so as to make out you are a big failure. We humans have a weakness in judging by what we hear, see, or how we feel. And Satan is counting on it. If you really put your faith in Jesus, you are going to put your faith on God’s promises as more real than what you see and hear. We can’t do this by our own strength. We need Jesus’s strength to do this.

Prayer is a life saver and we need to pray for our futures, not just now when all is going well for us. We should be praying that we die in God’s favour. That we will be found worthy to enter in the kingdom of heaven. To trust in our own ability to make it to heaven by our own so called goodness, is a lie also. There is nothing wrong with admitting to God that you are so helpless and need Him even in the smallest things in life. God will love you for it. We are most powerful when we humble ourselves before God and admit to Him we can’t do it without Him and ask Him to make up what you can’t do. That is a good thing. That is power in Jesus. To admit you need Him. That is what the enemy doesn’t understand. There is power in being weak before God and admit your nothingness to Him. When you say things like my virtues are no more than dirty rags, but I believe in your Son’s Blood can wash me clean and acceptable to You. That is power in those words.

I am sticking my neck out here for you. I am being attack many times through witchcraft. And instead of saying they are more powerful than me. I say when yet they have cursed me again, ‘GOOD!!!!!!’ my PRAYERS!!!!!!! Are really working, you fellows are really getting upset, because God is answering my prayers.  Then I feel even more powerful, because I know God is with me, and even though He has to humble me many times, He is still answering my prayers. You get it! It is the other way around, and Satan doesn’t what you to know just how powerful you really are in Jesus Christ. You know the more Christians are being martyred, the more get saved. The enemy is not going to tell you that, are they?

I have already seen a little glimpse of my martyrdom. I saw me being surrounded and they were I suppose punching me or whatever and I was in a great deal of pain and I was trying to get away from them. And then I saw me as a black lamb being carried on this man’s shoulder ready to be sacrificed. So it is not just talk for me. I know the time is very near and I know I won’t make it without the love of God helping me. And I know I won’t be alone that God will fulfil His promise to me. I was told Saint Francis and Saint Teresa are also going to help me during those times. I know I have to suffer for souls. I have seen the pleasure and joy it gave Jesus when I offered myself to suffer for Him, so that I can give a little back for what He gave me. I was also told that I will be alive to see the rapture. That might sound contradictory to some. Just think when the rapture takes place, will there be anybody left in those prison camps. Maybe? But how many Christians will suddenly disappear without trace.