Hello I am Back Again

is7EUPT5IRHello this is my first day away from being in Hospital. I was there for nearly five weeks. I met a lot of new friends. So much so we felt like a family. God has been teaching me to love people more, regardless of our differences. I am not saying I didn’t love people before, but if you are doing the will of God, He is always teaching you to go deeper and purer in all the virtues of God. God is so good and it is not a lie. The more I look at God and compare him to the gods of this world, the more grateful I am for my parents and teachers, teaching me the love and ways of God. Life is so precious and many people don’t seem to understand how we should appreciate all the good things, and stop treating our lives as something that is flimsy, like it is ‘your life and you can do what you want with it’, because that saying is completely untrue. Many people have no idea how important it is to choose the right way to live. How we live and what we believe in is going to determine whether or not we will be ready when Jesus comes for us.

It doesn’t matter if Jesus comes for us during the rapture or our death. We have to be ready. Our whole eternity is counting on it. Some people treat religion, the same way they treat fashion, ‘easy come easy go’. Your beliefs are so important. Some beliefs are not at all important, for example is the world flat or round who cares!! That truly doesn’t matter. What matters is do you love and adore God and really believe God loves you so much so that He sent His Son to pay the price for your redemption or not. Do you really follow Jesus or do you have one foot in the world and the other with God. My first visitation of God was when I was eight years old. It has taken me nearly fifty years to realise, why God came to me. I was so unhappy that I couldn’t love God more than my parents. As well loving a God I didn’t know. I flew on my bed crying so hard through repentance. I didn’t think of that in all my years. God came to me because I was so repented over the fact I didn’t love Him above all things. So maybe that is a problem for some of you. You might have to ask God for the grace of repentance, as well as revelation of who He is. So you can love Him above all things. And keep at it, keep praying till God answers you. He will, but you must persevere.

isK0M5TO0LWe have to give our all to God to be raptured. Of course we will still get things wrong and fall or simply don’t do things as well as God was calling us to do, but we must keep at it and do our best for God. Keep asking for the graces you are in need of.  We will  all be safe then. We are truly living for God if we do that. God has told a Prophetess their will no longer be purgatory for those who have to go through the Great Tribulation. Grey will no longer be tolerated, like in past centuries. People who were living in the grey in past centuries went to purgatory to be cleaned up before they went to heaven. It is not going to be so during the time when God is purify the world of all of its evil.  So you see you have to be serious about giving yourself to God. And when you do you are going to be free, and you will notice a peace that the world cannot give, only through Christ can you receive it. You will notice also a heavy weight will be lifted off your shoulders. Only in God’s will are we set free, as one song says. And it is so true.

I had a breakdown so I was in hospital for nearly five weeks. I am grateful for my lovely friends that helped me out. Looking after my animals was a big relief. You do know who are your real friends are in times of trouble. It is also a good thing to note, God also knows who’s His real subjects and friends are in times of persecution.  I ask God to bless you all and I pray you will see the fun side as well as the serious side of serving our Lord. I can get too serious sometimes, and forget love is the most important commandment of all.

Spiritual Battles

is(7)Lately I have been under a major attack from demons. Fallen back to a mental illness I use to suffer with, for which a long time I was free of. I have learnt something though that the demons were using for evil, but instead God turned it around for a greater good. And now I can even thank the demons for opening my eyes to how bad I am and how much a wonderful and patient God we really serve. Who really does forgive us and wants the best for us. I often pray that the plans Satan has so carefully planned against all God’s Children will back fire onto him and that Satan will fall deeply into his own trap. That his plans, the bottom will fall out and humiliate him before all of his followers, so that they can see for themselves who they really follow. I pray that his plans will have the opposite affect of what he is planning. And what I have seen in my own struggles of late, God has done it for me. I have to keep praying this prayer not just for me, but for all of us until Jesus comes for His church, which is very soon.

The demons are attacking not only my mind, faith and confidence in God’s forgiveness, but also how many people I am leading astray through my own writings, which made me afraid of my own damnation. It is a favorite method for demons to attack people by. What the demons have done instead, after believing every lie they threw at me, I had to really look at myself and call on God with all my heart. And for Him to help me remain in faith that God still loves me and will get me through. The demons have taught me things that I wasn’t as aware of as I should have been about myself. I knew the faults existed, but not as how serious they were. Which was self righteousness, arrogance and so forth. So now I know I need to work on these things with more diligence.

I have been practising going the extra mile when I am shopping and talking to people as a friend. Much as I am able to. I am in the habit of running away from people as quickly as possible, from suffering from social phobic for nearly 40 years. I am now in the position to be more friendly. Habits are just hard to break. Those who are still suffering like that can’t, so don’t get guilty over something that is out of your range, just stretch yourself with what you can do. Healing came out of it by being more friendly. So didn’t the demons had a bad day. I am not saying the war is over, but you can learn a lot from your trials if you hang in there and hold Jesus hand and truly ask for Him to help you see how you should handle things.

We have to really believe in Jesus and remember we are all a product of how we handled our sufferings from our past. We are also being cursed everyday by people who don’t even know us. Every time you speak badly about somebody or race, religion, country, just about anything you are cursing them. And what about our family line, all the curses that have been handed down to us from generations upon generations ago. We are all still experiencing the efforts from them, because it wasn’t dwelt  with it in the past. Everybody has been cruelly treated and we have this tendency to think we are the only ones that has been hurt so unfairly.

The more unfairly you have been treated, this makes you resemble the sufferings of Christ more than others, you get a reward for that. See if you can look at it this way, you are consoling Jesus more than others, while He was carrying His cross. It should cheer you up more. The more closely you help Jesus carry His cross with love and kindness of the ones who hate you, the more Christ like you will become. That is how we resemble Him, doing things His way. Now just because I know this to be true, doesn’t mean I have done a good job at it myself, following Jesus by carrying a little load of His suffering. I am not worried about that, because I know God is not worried about it either. All He wants from me and you is making a honest effort to please Him. And the desire in wanting to be just like Jesus, because we love Him, pleases God. We can only overcome things through grace. So if we haven’t got the grace yet, it is not a problem, but not trying to overcome things is the problem.