Hello this is my first day away from being in Hospital. I was there for nearly five weeks. I met a lot of new friends. So much so we felt like a family. God has been teaching me to love people more, regardless of our differences. I am not saying I didn’t love people before, but if you are doing the will of God, He is always teaching you to go deeper and purer in all the virtues of God. God is so good and it is not a lie. The more I look at God and compare him to the gods of this world, the more grateful I am for my parents and teachers, teaching me the love and ways of God. Life is so precious and many people don’t seem to understand how we should appreciate all the good things, and stop treating our lives as something that is flimsy, like it is ‘your life and you can do what you want with it’, because that saying is completely untrue. Many people have no idea how important it is to choose the right way to live. How we live and what we believe in is going to determine whether or not we will be ready when Jesus comes for us.
It doesn’t matter if Jesus comes for us during the rapture or our death. We have to be ready. Our whole eternity is counting on it. Some people treat religion, the same way they treat fashion, ‘easy come easy go’. Your beliefs are so important. Some beliefs are not at all important, for example is the world flat or round who cares!! That truly doesn’t matter. What matters is do you love and adore God and really believe God loves you so much so that He sent His Son to pay the price for your redemption or not. Do you really follow Jesus or do you have one foot in the world and the other with God. My first visitation of God was when I was eight years old. It has taken me nearly fifty years to realise, why God came to me. I was so unhappy that I couldn’t love God more than my parents. As well loving a God I didn’t know. I flew on my bed crying so hard through repentance. I didn’t think of that in all my years. God came to me because I was so repented over the fact I didn’t love Him above all things. So maybe that is a problem for some of you. You might have to ask God for the grace of repentance, as well as revelation of who He is. So you can love Him above all things. And keep at it, keep praying till God answers you. He will, but you must persevere.
We have to give our all to God to be raptured. Of course we will still get things wrong and fall or simply don’t do things as well as God was calling us to do, but we must keep at it and do our best for God. Keep asking for the graces you are in need of. We will all be safe then. We are truly living for God if we do that. God has told a Prophetess their will no longer be purgatory for those who have to go through the Great Tribulation. Grey will no longer be tolerated, like in past centuries. People who were living in the grey in past centuries went to purgatory to be cleaned up before they went to heaven. It is not going to be so during the time when God is purify the world of all of its evil. So you see you have to be serious about giving yourself to God. And when you do you are going to be free, and you will notice a peace that the world cannot give, only through Christ can you receive it. You will notice also a heavy weight will be lifted off your shoulders. Only in God’s will are we set free, as one song says. And it is so true.
I had a breakdown so I was in hospital for nearly five weeks. I am grateful for my lovely friends that helped me out. Looking after my animals was a big relief. You do know who are your real friends are in times of trouble. It is also a good thing to note, God also knows who’s His real subjects and friends are in times of persecution. I ask God to bless you all and I pray you will see the fun side as well as the serious side of serving our Lord. I can get too serious sometimes, and forget love is the most important commandment of all.
Lately I have been under a major attack from demons. Fallen back to a mental illness I use to suffer with, for which a long time I was free of. I have learnt something though that the demons were using for evil, but instead God turned it around for a greater good. And now I can even thank the demons for opening my eyes to how bad I am and how much a wonderful and patient God we really serve. Who really does forgive us and wants the best for us. I often pray that the plans Satan has so carefully planned against all God’s Children will back fire onto him and that Satan will fall deeply into his own trap. That his plans, the bottom will fall out and humiliate him before all of his followers, so that they can see for themselves who they really follow. I pray that his plans will have the opposite affect of what he is planning. And what I have seen in my own struggles of late, God has done it for me. I have to keep praying this prayer not just for me, but for all of us until Jesus comes for His church, which is very soon.
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