When God is Calling You, do it Now

The first time Jesus called me to write, I didn’t believe He meant me. I couldn’t put two words together in all my fifty years and then suddenly He is telling me to write. I was minding my own business (which seems to be one of His favourite times to communicate) reading the book ‘He and I’ and His words jumped out on the page and Hit me in my face as it were, and pretty much shouted at me. I still couldn’t believe. I said to Him ‘you are not telling me to write because I can’t.’ If it is the will of God, gifts just appear from what seems nowhere. I believe it is to make sure you know without doubt that the gift is from God and not how clever you are. I had a vision recently, I saw with my eyes closed a picture of Jesus and He was above me sending pages one after another so quickly, something like two sheets a second for me to write. Of course it is impossible to write that many that quickly, it takes hours just to write one article. Jesus to me was saying I have so much to teach not only through you but through all those who are called to teach, there is so little time left. I also believe He is saying get the true message out, because there is so much false information confusing His children and more false information is coming like a flood. That is my interpretation of what He showed me.

God Uses Anybody

Some people might argue ‘you not a Bible scholar, you aren’t even learned in theology and so on.’ All I have is what people have taught me and my own experience, but it seems that is enough for God to work through. The thing is we all have something very important and urgent to teach one another. It may not seem much to you, but for somebody else it might be life-saving. I have spoken to people about what God has told me casually only to find tears in people’s eyes and it had shocked me, because I didn’t realise until that point how important it was for the person to hear that story. The more you live for God the more He is going to teach you even on a personal level, like visions and so on. We are all needed to spread what we have to people who are hungry for the truth. I can’t teach what Bible scholars can teach, they teach me many things. I don’t fold my arms and say I don’t need to learn from you. I learn whatever God puts before me. God doesn’t need anybody to teach, but He chooses to do so. He loves team work and we are part of His team.

There are so many callings and all are needed as much as the other. Christ tells us the ‘least is the highest and the highest is the least.’ This is so because we are all dependent on each other. Just look at all the worldly jobs out there. We have people in very high positions like leaders, but what good is a leader without people putting their dreams they have into tangible results. Some people are dreamers but they don’t know how to put it together and with other people it is the other way around. If nobody was to clean toilets or work picking up our garbage, there would be diseases rapidly spreading throughout our towns and cities. People may look down on those with what the world calls lowly jobs, but if nobody did them we all would suffer. That’s just on a physical level what about spiritual callings, we all have a calling. If you don’t know what yours is, ask Him.

Listen to the Voice of God

I have been asking God and Mary to help me hear their voice so that I can be instructed on all things in my life, what seems to be unimportant to the very important things. I always thought people who said you hear a small still voice within you as hearing an audible voice, which I now find that is not what they mean. Sometimes God just gives you a very strong impression to do something, you just seem to know and not necessary know how you know. That is God’s Spirit talking to you. If you question it, I find then you get confused and it is harder to hear Him the second time around. If you obey the first time, you start to recognise Him easier and the more times you respond to His message the quicker you recognise Him when He speaks to you. There are many ways in which God communicates to His children.


Wrongly Judging One Another

is(15)Some people are like magnets, everybody notice’s them so unfavourably, more than many other’s. It just seems to be there destiny to be continuingly to be judged cruelly constantly, by others all the time. I had a very bad breakdown and it lasted decades, partly because people kept misunderstanding me, with their constant judgement of me. I even had a very powerful vision from Jesus over it. Early on during the breakdown, I use to say to God I feel like a three old who has just come back from fighting a man’s war. One day Jesus showed me a vision of a three year old in very old fashion soldier’s uniform. I saw my face heavily scared and this is what I mainly want you to see for yourself, how are you are going to judge me. He showed me my eyes, they were full of tremendous hatred. He then showed me how people saw me, and they saw the hatred in my eyes and judged that I was full of hatred towards them. Jesus of course knew what was really going on and He showed me that my eyes were revealing the hatred I was receiving from everybody else that past my way. He showed me that people saw me as aloof, when what was really going on, because of my breakdown I had to pull myself all together and it took all my strength to do so. I didn’t have anything left to spare to communicate to others, it was enough for me not to breakdown in front of you. So you can see we make bad judges and that is why it is wise not to judge anybody. Jesus has said we will be judged as we judge others, so let’s be kind to one another as Jesus is to us.

1 Samuel 16: 7

But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

We are not to judge one another but we do need a supernatural gift from God called the gift of the discernment of the spirits. When you have this gift, God will reveal people who are genuine and who are deceitful. Who are a dangerous influence on you and who is lying and so forth? I have this gift but it not always in operation, so I do make mistakes, but it is a sure handy gift to have. This gift is not you judging, but God showing you what He sees through you. And we need it, especially now days, because there is so much evil in this world and so many people are trying to con you in signing up for all sorts of things. When God does reveal to you faults in others, it is because God wants you to pray for them, not to do them harm.

Rapture Dream

isRKENV7PDI received this dream approximately thirty eight years ago. I have never thought of sharing it with anybody before, because I thought it was just meant for me. Now I am not so certain. The dream starts out with me looking at the sky and I could see the sky was choker block full of messages that said Jesus is coming right now!!!! I was so excited that I was telling everybody I could and everybody including people that was most dear to me such as my mother were not listening to me at all. I was shock that no one was listening, especially my mother who was very much a spirit filled Christian. They were all lukewarm. Everybody was just going about their daily business as if nothing was going to be any different from one day to the next. I was in a state of upmost excitement waiting for Jesus to come now all day and well into the night. By about 11pm at night I was so angry with God I said you are not coming. And then somebody knocked on my door and I open it to find my aunt and uncle came to visit me. I was so angry with God and my uncle, because I thought he was such a bad husband to my aunt, I let him have it.

Apparently my outburst of anger towards him was well truly forgotten by all of us. We were talking to one another as if there had been no arguments. And then very suddenly about thirty minutes later Jesus was coming and the earth shake violently. The first thing that happen was the memory of my angry outburst to my uncle, even though at the time, I thought I was justified in doing so. The gravity of my sin was revealed to me and the fear of the Lord came upon me. I also remembered somebody saying to me once when and earthquake comes the safest place is to lay flat on the ground. So as I was going to do this (prostrating to God for my sins, symbolically) I saw both my aunt and uncle was confused and suffering from shock and saw me prostrating to the ground so they too was doing it. It was like they were looking at me to show them what to do. Jesus definitely did come like a thief in the night in my dream.

My mother and both my aunt and uncle are now with our Lord in heaven. Symbolically my mother represented people I would absolutely be certain they would be just as excited about the Lords Rapture as I was. People I completely trusted and found out they were not as holy as I thought them to be. My aunt and uncle represented people that I should have been praying for instead of judging them. And of course we do not know the hour He will come. There is another thing I want to add, there is going to be violent persecution soon on all Christians, so we don’t know the hour we might die for our faith. So we have to be ready right now, either way. We only get one chance at being ready, so we have to be alert at all times and not take the little time we have left for granted.



What exactly is an Idol?

I think most Christians are drinking only milk as St. Paul will say. Very few in my mind are mature enough in the Lord that they are ready to eat meat. The rare Adult Christians in my eyes are the ones that are so humble and loving that they are truly Christ-like. They got that way by truly obeying and trusting in God through the severest trials imaginable. They can carry a very heavy weight of the cross of Jesus. I personally believe Jesus doesn’t intend us to remain babies for very long. If we want to survive the last of the last days we have to toughen up. And we can only be able to do that if we completely surrender and trust God and be prepared to give up all our comfort, reputations, friends, family, whatever it takes to accomplish God’s Will. The higher you climb the mountain of the Lord the more you are going to resemble Jesus Christ. You have to travel light if you really are going to climb high up the mountain. In heaven there are ranks, some people have lived more fully and have suffered more for Christ than others. So depending on how much you have lived to please God, will determined your reward in heaven.

What is an Idol?

What is an idol? Most people think of statures that are being worshiped. Not all Christian’s religious statures are worshiped, despite of what some think. The act of worshiping something other than the one true God is offensive to Him and will land you in serious trouble with God on Judgement day. I believe most good Christians struggle daily fighting the temptation of putting something before God in importance. Have a closer look at some of the common idols that many Christians worship unknowing and sometime knowingly. What about your career would you be willing to give that up for God in a moment’s notice? What about your family, country, car, boat, sports, trophies, bank account, good looks, health, comfort, garden, opinions and so on. You can see where I am going can’t you? If you are honestly looking at yourself what is your idol that you have to discard or at least put it in its rightful place. We all struggle with something. The more you can discipline yourself, the freer you actually are. What did Jesus say ‘It is harder to get a rich man into heaven, then threading a camel through the eye of a needle!’ It sure worried the apostles, because we all know that is impossible. Jesus simply replied to the apostles, ‘with man it is impossible but with God all things are possible.’

1 Chronicles 16:26..For all the gods of the nations are idols, but the Lord made the heavens.

We are taught in our society to idolise movie stars, musicians, and sports people, furniture, homes, modern philosophises and even some preachers are now being idolise and what about fashions, the young in particular want to look like models. Even adults have to all dress alike, look alike, and think alike, you name it, it is all idol worshiping and it is dangerous, because God is truly a jealous God. I have personally felt twice in my life God’s jealousy, once towards me and another time when I was praying for some people asking Him to let them know that He is a jealous God and I felt His jealousy towards them and also His anger. People are going to be most answerable to God for making Him that way. We do not fear God enough. We should see God in a balance way. He is both a God of Justice and of Mercy.

The fear of God in a healthy way, stops you from being careless. Sometimes it is the fear of God that will be your only hope of not straying. There have been times in my life if it wasn’t for the fear of God I would have been lost to Him by now. Of course God prefers you to serve Him out of love, but I am afraid being the creatures we are, we do need to know there is a very steep penalty when we cross the line. Falsely believing we can get away with it, is not be very wise, realistic or a mature way of thinking. OK this is not a popular article, I am always warning people there is serious danger for those who listen to the foolishness of the world.

is(1)The Kingdom of God

There is so much to look forwarded to living in His Kingdom. And God is so sweet and loving. I look forwarded leaving this horrible world of selfishness and instead living and reigning with Jesus for the whole of eternity. Forever living in His presence and experiencing His never ending love for me as if I am the only person He ever thinks about. That is what it is going to be like for all us. No words can explain the love He has shown me and I know it is only a drop in the ocean, it is a very poor description of His love, but it is the best I can do. I want to climb trees in heaven with my cats, and dance, play music and I have asked God I want to have a very good singing voice and the list just goes on and on. If I remain true to Him until the end, it is going to be the happiest day of my life to leave this place and meet Jesus in the air. No more devils to attend to. What paradise in itself. No more wars, just a beautiful exciting new wonderful world that love, peace and joy will reign forever more. People who have been to heaven have told us that heaven is like earth (before man destroys it beauty) but so much better of course and it is cleaner and more beautiful. I was surprise to hear that there is technology there too and all sorts of things. It be silly to miss it.


How Does Your Faith Open Doors for You?

We are taught not to ask for signs, but sometimes we see stories in the bible like Gideon (I think I spelt the name right) who ask if it was really God speaking to Him would He give him a sign. So he asked if the grass would have frost but not the sheep. God did that and still Gideon was not so sure, so He asked God to put the frost on the sheep but not on the grass, and so God did. There are at times I have asked for signs and God has been very kind to me and has done that for me. But sometimes I don’t ask for signs and yet God will give them to me, to encourage me to believe. The one that comes to my mind is coughing, whenever an evil spirit leaves me, I cough. The greater the cough means the bigger and more demons I know have left me. Sometimes I cough so much that I vomit and I know something really big has left me and I always notice I have more freedom after it.

I have checked with my doctor and I am fine. So it is definitely a demon that has left me. Sometimes demons will go through crying and burping or yawning with me. Sometimes I complain and ask God if He just gets rid of the demons without me coughing all the time. It is hard work, when you have to keep coughing. The problem with that pray, He knows me better than I know myself and coughing gives me the confidence that a demon has left me. I remember decades ago I had suffered with agonising evil thoughts for years that I had no control over. I saw what I called my troubles back then not realising they were evil spirits that God was removing from me effortlessly. I just felt a great weight left me. God can get rid of demons without you knowing it.


When I first found out about curses I wondered how many curses were on me, so I asked God and immediately felt a gigantic weight on me. I thought to myself how could I have so heavy and so many, since I am just a quiet person who basically keeps to myself? I don’t go around making enemies, so how come I have been so heavily cursed. I thought people wouldn’t even know that I existed, I was so quiet. Well I have been thinking about it again that not long ago and realised that generational curses are huge, going back many generations, then I have been cursed as a child at school by my teachers and the children from school, friends, workmates, when I sin against God, for example a couple of big ones are gossiping and judging others unfairly and those who have gossiped and still are about me, then you got people cursing you for what gender you belong to, religion the country, race you belong to also. It just keeps going on and on. And what about the curses you have cursed yourself and all Satan’s children who are cursing you deliberately on a daily basis.  I always marvelled at how God has always protected me against the odds, now I am now even more amazed, because I realise now I don’t even know the half of it.

Getting back to what I was writing about. I have been learning about self-deliverance for about eighteen months now. It all started because I couldn’t sleep and was getting so weak I knew if this continued I would be too weak to live. I knew my time hadn’t come yet, because there were a few prophecies on my life that hadn’t been yet accomplished. So one thing leads to another and I started reading on self-deliverance and tried it on myself. Very slow success, because of my lack of knowledge, experience and faith. I would of love to have a personal teacher, to help me out, but since very few churches are living out the full Gospel, I couldn’t find a teacher that could help me. So I am self-taught and still have a lot to learn.

Learn Little At a Time

Jesus teachers me a little at a time. For starters I have to learn to listen to Him and recognise His voice. Once again no teacher. I receive visitations and visions from Him for many years, but that is not what I am talking about. God is talking to us all the time, most of us haven’t learnt how to recognise Him when He does yet. I wish the churches was doing their job properly. I know some churches are working on it and I do really respect them, but many churches are just theory and no action. Unfortunately my faith works this way, when I cough I know for certain a demon has left me. Plenty of times I have been minding my own business and something really touches my heart and brings me closer to God’s heart with extra affection than normal. Then I notice I start coughing and realise God just got rid of a demon. I don’t even know what demon He got rid of was, but I do know He got rid of one. He does that a lot. You are not asking a demon to go, but because you are more affection than normal, God will reward you by healing you or delivering you. I remember reading what Jesus said to Gabrielle Bossis in the book “He and i” that ‘your love for Me purifies yourself’ which is what I am noticing all the time. I am doing more and more experiments with God. And I wish I have had done this decades ago. Experimenting with God is fun and I learn a lot that way.

My latest experiment I did this morning. I was worried about a certain person who has a tendency when things get really rough, they want to commit suicide and have even made a few attempts, so it is very worrying to me. I have only tried self-deliverance but this time I decided to call on the name of Jesus and demand the suicide spirit to leave. Guess what! I started coughing. And I thought am I coughing for other people too? I think I am. You don’t know how many times I start coughing when I am writing an article for my blog or faithwriters. That is how God teachers me and encourages me to believe. It works! that’s why He teachers me this way. I wish there was an easier way, but I am a tough student to teach. That just how it is. God has infinite patience with us, we should really appreciate that. So do some experimenting with God and see what happens!

P.S. try writing an article while your cat is insisting on attention all the way through it and knocking everything down in site. She is so inquisitive and loves affection and is very, very demanding. I should of close the door on her, but I am soft towards her.

Choose Your Friends Wisely

isI2TNE013The choice of friends are extremely important, because they influence us most strongly. If we want to be ready when Jesus comes for us personally when our hour arrives or at the rapture, we must be ready or He will not take us. A friend can influence you into gossip, excessive drinking, coarse language, fowl jokes etc. which will prevent you from going up to heaven with Jesus when He comes for you. We are told that if we gossip or slander anybody especially in Jesus’s name He will not take us with Him to the wedding feast. That is a practise many people seem to think they have a right to and it is also a hard one to break, because so many people will tempt you into gossiping and running down another person. We shouldn’t choose friends that encourage us to walk against the will of God. It is far better to break with such friendship. We have to realise how important the decisions we make really are. They will either make or break us. The kind of friends we hang out with, we will find just how answerable we are to God on judgement day. I am not exaggerating. If we choose mother or father, brother or sister or friend in preference to Jesus we are not worthy to be Jesus’s disciples. In other words we are not worthy to be His bride, so therefore we will have to face the Great Tribulation and none of us want that.

Some Churches

I am afraid some churches do not supply the oil we need to keep our faith alive into action and become true witness that everybody can recognise the love of Christ in us. There are some preachers that are twisting the true teachings of Jesus Christ to mean something else. For example some preachers will say to follow Jesus you will always be rich and no suffering will come to you. For starters not all people are called to be worldly rich and we can’t live in this very evil world and not be touched by its cruelty and greed in some form or another.

To follow Jesus always attracts Satan’s attention straight away, because he is going to do everything in his power for you to walk away from Jesus, so that you will lose your soul. If you stay close to Jesus doing what He teachers us and calling on Him to help us all the time, we will be kept safe in that He will give us the graces to deal with our trials in life. Many people do not realise how urgent this war really is. The main reason you are attracting Satan’s attention following Jesus is that he hates you so very much and wants you to suffer for eternity in hell with him. We are all called to be spiritually rich, which gives you true joy, despite of the sorrows you encounter in this world. To be spiritually rich is to have the true nature of Jesus Christ in you. Love for example is such a beautiful trait and it brings with it His joy.

The road is very straight and narrow and only a few find it that leads to eternal life. The reason why so few find it, is because they are not looking to Jesus for the answers, even though they are Christians. Jesus’s knows the way, He is the way and we can find His teachings in the Holy Gospel. We should be praying and asking God what His will is for us, each day. And He will answer you.  A few words off and on throughout the day when we are busy is a very healthy practise. Words like ‘my adorable Jesus I trust in you’ or ‘Lord have mercy on me a sinner.’ We don’t have much time to get our act together.

Proverbs 18:24

One who has unreliable friends soon comes to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.


isK9K5GSHBMost dear Jesus, filled with sorrow during the agony in the garden,

Covered with a sweat of blood while praying, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, delivered into the hands of the wicked by a kiss, bound like a robber,

And abandoned by your disciples, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, condemned to death by an unjust Council, taken as an evildoer before

Pilate, and ridiculed by a wicked Herod, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, publicly shorn of your garments, and most cruelly scourged at the pillar,

Have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, crowned with thorns, beaten and blindfolded,

Clothed in rich purple and mocked, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, likened to the infamous Barabbas, rejected by your people,

And unjustly sentenced to death, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, burdened with the weight of the Cross and led to the place of execution

Like a lamb to the slaughter, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, reckoned with the wicked, blasphemed, and derided,

And given gall to drink to mitigate your pain, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, dying on the Cross in the presence of Mary,

Pierced with a lance that drew blood and water from your side, have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, taken down and placed in the arms of your Sorrowful Mother,

Have mercy on us, O Lord.

Most dear Jesus, horribly bruised and marked with five wounds, anointed for burial

And placed in a tomb, have mercy on us, O Lord.

My Jesus, I thank you for dying on the Cross for my sins, have mercy on us, O Lord. Amen.



Litany of Our Lady of Sorrows

isXOTCC15OLord, have mercy on us. Lord, have mercy on us.

Christ, have mercy on us. Christ, have mercy on us.

Lord, have mercy on us. Lord, have mercy on us.

Christ, hear us. Christ, hear us.

Christ, graciously hear us. Christ, graciously hear us.

God the Father of heaven, have mercy on us.

God the Son, Redeemer of the world, have mercy on us.

God the Holy Spirit, Have mercy on us.

Holy Trinity, One God, have mercy on us.

Holy Mary, pray for us.

Holy Mother of God, pray for us.

Holy Virgin of virgins, pray for us.

Mother crucified, pray for us.

Mother sorrowful, pray for us.

Mother tearful, pray for us.

Mother afflicted, pray for us.

Mother forsaken, pray for us.

Mother desolate, pray for us.

Mother bereft of thy Son, pray for us.

Mother pierced with a sword, pray for us.

Mother consumed with grief, pray for us.

Mother filled with anguish, pray for us.

Mother crucified in thy heart, pray for us.

Mother most sad, pray for us.

Fountain of tears, pray for us.

Mass of suffering, pray for us.

Mirror of patience, pray for us.

Rock of consistency, pray for us.

Anchor of confidence, pray for us.

Refuge of the forsaken, pray for us.

Shield of the oppressed, pray for us.

Subduer of the unbelieving, pray for us.

Comfort of the wretched, pray for us.

Medicine of the sick, pray for us.

Strength of the weak, pray for us.

Harbor of the wrecked, pray for us.

Allay of tempests, pray for us.

Resource of mourners, pray for us.

Terror of the treacherous, pray for us.

Treasure of the faithful, pray for us.

Eye of the prophets, pray for us.

Staff of Apostles, pray for us.

Crown of martyrs, pray for us.

Light of Confessors, pray for us.

Pearl of Virgins, pray for us.

Consolation of widows, pray for us.

Joy of all Saints, pray for us.

Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world, spare us, O Jesus.

Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world, graciously hear us, O Jesus.

Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world, have mercy on us, O Jesus.

Look down upon us, deliver us from all trouble in the power of Jesus Christ. Amen


Say the Creed, Hail Holy Queen, and say three Hail Mary’s.


This prayer was composed by a Pope who was in prison for his faith.

Satan Promises Many Things, All Lies of course!

At the age of twenty two years, I had just converted to the Catholic faith and became a very strong believer in the power of prayer. So I attracted a lot of attention from Satan, who did what he could to either tempt me or scare me away from my calling as a prayer warrior. He does this to everybody who is a threat to him and you can easily become one, just obey God and fulfil your calling whatever it is well and you have got Satan’s attention. When we give our all to God we become a dangerous threat to him. Unfortunately he has successfully scared or tempted people away from their most powerful calling, through his lies that he is greater and more powerful than God. If you remember the one in you is greater than the one in the world and that if you don’t give up on God, God will not give up on you. Do you think God is going to abandon you? Of course not, He is going to make you even stronger and wiser than ever before. With more knowledge on how Satan works and how he is doomed to fail, because he is so small before God he is only a speck, easily dealt with.

Fighting Satan

If we try to fight Satan using our own strength than we have indeed lost the war before we even began. We are only victorious in Christ. We just have to trust Christ and obey Him that is all. God has a master plan that no one knows about even Satan. It seems God always has to test us first, see how far we are willing to go for Him and then when we think all is lost that is when God most likely comes to our rescue. In such a powerful way we than marvel at how brilliant our God is. He knows all secrets and is all powerful and is humble enough to wait for the right moment to bring down His enemies. Remember Jesus was treated the same way. Jesus is our example, if we follow Him we won’t be let down, because Jesus is the only one that knows the way and is the way.

Luke 4:1-2. Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, left the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the wilderness. Where for forty days he was tempted by the devil. He ate nothing during those days, and at the end of them he was hungry.

Satan can and does try similar things out with us. Not long after my conversion to take prayer very seriously and pray for conversion of souls amongst other things. Satan gave me a vision and it reminded me of the temptations that he tried on Jesus. During this vision of Satan I was terrified, because it was so beautiful I had to keep telling myself that this vision was from Satan and not from God. I saw myself on top of a high cliff and I had reigns on like they use to put on small children to keep them safe, so they wouldn’t dash out on the road and get killed, before their mothers could catch them, I still think that is a very good idea. The reigns that I had on had a very, very long leash. I knew intuitively if I fell off the cliff by buying into the lie of Satan, I knew if I called out for help and then the angle who was holding the leash of my reigns would immediately pull me up. It gave me some comfort to know that, but I still had to fight the temptation off with all my might.

Vision from Satan

Satan showed me if I followed him all cities and even the harbours would be so clean. The harbour was so clean and beautiful it was like an Olympics swimming pool it was that clean. I managed by the skin of my teeth to stay firm and refuse to give into the temptation. Since I refused to give in to Satan, he then was showing off, by showing me all the people he had in very important positions of authority and influence and bragged and said ‘how are you going to win if you stay with God, when I have so many people holding these positions.’ I just stayed closed to God by my many prayers and then the vision was over.

You can imagine how I feel when I see how dirty the cities are and their harbours are today. Satan does lie through his teeth, he will say anything to get you in. I just want to mention one more experience to shows us up. I was about the same age again and I was in the train going to work and I was thinking of the time when Jesus was in the desert being tempted by the devil. This experienced happened before I had the vision I just explained. I thought to myself that Jesus wasn’t really that tempted, because he was God. Immediately God had to put me in my place by letting me experience a taste of what Jesus temptation was like and I was so afraid I didn’t believe my faith was going to make it, because I felt my faith sliding off me rapidly and I prayed and in God’s great mercy He lifted the temptation off immediately. Sometimes we need to be put into our place. Not only because we are so ignorant, but I believe most of the time our ignorance is due to our arrogance.

Supernatural Gifts

I hope people who read my articles about the different supernatural experiences I have had that I am not bragging to you about them. I am afraid I could not find the verse that I was looking for in the bible, but it well known text about some of the signs that will take place in the last days for example prophesy will be common place and old man will dream dreams and so on. If you are not experiencing any of these things, Saint Teresa says that the reason maybe, because you are stronger in the Lord so you don’t need them. I also believe it could also mean it will come later when God thinks you are ready for it. Many people will tell you to keep pressing in, keep asking and yearning for the gifts of God so that you can be used by Him, but never ask for His gifts for your own glory, you will lose your soul that way. I was told by Jesus a few times, I have to write and I tell Him every now and again that I can only write what I write, because I don’t know what else to write. I feel sometimes He lets me know when He is not with me, because when He is not, the article is never a good one, I still publish them though. I believe He leaves me to myself to protect me and show me always I cannot do anything well without God. when He is with me the articles seem to be gentler and has things said that I feel people have a genuine need of.


Sixteen Promises when Assisting Mass

From the book of ‘The Pieta Prayer Book’

These promises are for the Traditional Catholic Masses. I don’t know if it has happen yet or still to happen but a Catholic prophet spoke about the Mass will be changed in the future quiet a few years ago, and she said it will offend God greatly. One of the reasons is that they are going to try to make out Jesus isn’t really present in the Eucharist, which of course is a lie. Pray for priest to be strong enough to remain faithful to the true Catholic teachings, because they will be persecuted for staying true to Him. Many Saints have had visions where Jesus speaks to them about the Holy Mass. One Saint Josefa Menendez was told no matter what, she had to go to daily Mass and when she rarely didn’t, things didn’t go well with her. I have heard of others who were told the same thing. Receiving the Holy Mass everyday got me through a very severe breakdown. I strongly recommend it to everybody, even if you are not going through a hard time. You will experience Jesus in a most personal way if you believe truly that He is present in the Eucharist and live a faithful life following Jesus all the way.isZK3EGMZB

  1. The Mass is Calvary continued
  2. Every Mass is worth as much as the sacrifice of Our Lord’s life, sufferings and death
  3. Holy Mass is the most powerful atonement for your sins
  4. At the hour of death, the Masses you have heard will be your greatest consolations
  5. Every Mass will go with your judgement and plead for pardon
  6. At Mass, you can diminish more or less temporal punishment due to your sins. According to your fervor.
  7. Assisting devoutly at Holy Mass, you render to the sacred humanity of our Lord the greatest homage
  8. He supplies for many of your negligences and omissions
  9. He forgives the venial sins which you have not confessed. The power of Satan over you is diminished
  10. You afford the souls in purgatory the greatest possible relief
  11. One Mass heard during your life will be more benefit to you than many for you after your death
  12. You are preserved from dangers and misfortunes which otherwise might have befallen you. You shorten your purgatory
  13. Every Mass wins for you a higher degree of glory in heaven
  14. You receive the priest’s blessing which is ratifies in heaven
  15. You kneel amidst a multitude of holy angels who are present at the adorable Sacrifice with reverential awe
  16. You blessed in your temporal goods and affairs


From the book ‘Prayers and heavenly Promises.’ by Joan Carroll Cruz.

‘One single Mass gives more honour to God than all the penances of the Saints, the labours of the Apostles, the sufferings of the martyrs and even the burning love of the Blessed Mother of God.’ Words of Saint Alphonsus Liguori

The words of our Lady to Ven. Mary of Agenda that in Heaven;

‘Those who had devoutly received Holy Communion will bear on their breast, where they have so often harboured the Holy Eucharist, most beautiful and resplendent inscriptions, showing that they were most worthy tabernacles of the Holy Sacrament…. Moreover, the essential glory of those who have worthily and devoutly receive the Holy Eucharist will, in several respects, exceed the glory of many martyrs who have not received the Body and Blood of the Lord.’