I have been writing on my Author Sue Darling Page – Facebook. I have been accused of violating copyrights laws. As it is Christian material and there is very little chance that many writers would want to own up, with what I have been writing about including women to go back to wearing a veil, that is now made clear it is more than a veil to disgrace women, but it is indeed a reminder of Christ return for His Bride in the later days. God would of loved me to write a great deal more than I would be allowed. Since we are no longer living in a Christian society. I have received some very mean comments on my articles from time to time against Christian teachings. Not once I exploded anybody, but have spoken on some occasions up front, of what we Christians believe and more besides, have said Amen, but the anti-christ is now free to discriminate us further, without much effort. As today I have complained mildly and yet firmly my stance as a writers, right to express every religion, but ours. This is fixed in my mind as an act of treason by the government regardless, of what country it stands for. As we are now not even allowed to write scriptural reference regarding what books, we refer to as a help for those who are interested in furthering the studies of our faith.

Men are allowed to discriminate women’s behaviour to men. Then why has it been so long, women are not allowed to be spared the indignities assault in their own homes. Now tell me in what way is that discriminating factor, but true happenings all over the world. I am apologetic of men of virtue that have to be told that the Kingdom of Heaven belongs to women only, but in my experience it is happening to women throughout my entire lifetime. Men beating women and are excuse in a state of law. How is that fair? I may well ask. Do you think God will not punish men, supposing to be officially accepted in the Kingdom of God, with that kind of behaviour expect to be punished if you are not willing to sacrifice your pride and give way to cruelty, thinking that it is OK to hurt another.

I am also ashamed that my own sex’s cares little to protect their unborn as well as men trying to pull it off as a women’s choice over her body. I live to see the day when I shall see Christ return as my Husband, which is what the veil that you refuse to wear on your head declares. I am not referring to men, as they are called to imitate Christ, but haven’t got an notion of what love is, in regards to the love of Christ has for His Bride.

I am also very sad, that while I was in a mental hospital suffering with schizophrenia, there was a visitor I suppose, that came very often to the hospital. Performing illegal abortions. I was so angry with God for putting me in that position, where I knew I should have to speak to the Head Psychiatrist. But I didn’t want to tell her anything, because I thought for sure, she would just put it down to my mental illness. I was then horrified with what I saw. I believed a very sick patient was talked into aborting her child, and her skin was deep purple. So you can imagine what kind of tortured thoughts that Satan was putting in her head. I know that I am forgiven, because Jesus appeared to me years later. I have not stop praying for the protection of the unborn child since. To kind of, making it up for my refusal to help those women and the unborn babies.

I have posted this article and it is not my doing that the words are so small, as many Christian writers will tell you the enemy of God are always interring with our work. I have even been told by a warlock that if you knew what buttons to press, they can control your computer with theirs. That is why I have given up trying to put up pictures for example.

Vaccinated or not to be vaccinated

I know this is a very hot topic. So much division in Gods Holy Church. I recall, a solider once said to win a war you divide and then conquer. It is my belief Satan has very successfully achieved this in our Churches today for the most part . Not only so many Churches believe in their doctrines are correct above all other Churches, we now have the problem with the spiritual and physical war against the vaccinated and the non vaccinated. Because instead of listening to the word of God most Christians it seems rather listen to the world teachings on every subject, including whether or not to take the vaccine or not. I personally believe in certain prophets, one of them is Joni Bonnette. I believe she has a very powerful anointing from God. And God has told her not to take the vaccine. He also said that it is not the mark of the beast, but the preparation for it. He didn’t use the word preparation but I could not spell the word He used. So forgive me.

I can see for myself and I hope you can too. The whole world is demanding people to take the vaccine to the point if you don’t many are losing their livelihood over it. And are mightily disqualified in so many ways. This is not Christian behaviour. Where is our faith in God’s ability to provide and protect us. More and More I read Psalms 91, the more and more courage I receive from God. Politicians and media have had the reputation throughout my entire lifetime that they lie. I am now 67 years old and my question is why all the politicians just about, all over the world are in agreement to control and take away God’s given rights from us. That to me spells something very big and horrific has been planed behind the scenes. If Christians all over the world return back to trusting God and completely surrender to Him, we will see Psalms 91 into action. Put your whole trust in God and not man. The Bible says the world is against the ways of God. I don’t know the exact wording. So when I see great multitudes bullying others to do their will, I immediately remember the world hates the ways of God. And because of that I mistrust anything that people of the world demands of us.

It reminds me of a vision I had when I was in my early twenties. Basically Satan was trying to tempt me to bow down to him. I said no. I was on a very high cliff and on me was like a harness that mothers put on their small children to keep them safe in the old days. My harness had a very, very long reigns, like a mile long. A angel was holding the end of the reigns. And I knew if I felled down, all I had to do was called out for help and the angel would pull me back up straight away. After I said no to Satan, he immediately was boasting how many people he had in position of authority, trust and power. He showed me a great many faces that were placed by him in positions to accomplish his agenda. And laughed at me and said God has only got a few. How is God going to win. It didn’t worry me, because I knew God is so much greater and far more powerful than Satan and his army.

When I look around I can clearly see Satan has got his finger in everything including God’s Holy Church. What prompted me to write this article was what God told me. And that is. “My people are scattered in the belief that all medical professionals are true to their vocation and are not concerned about money or exploiting people above their means. Continue to say your prayers.

I was just told by God to “apologies to my people that not all have forsaken me.” Sorry I took it for granted that you understood I wasn’t speaking to everyone. Just that I am so sadden that many Christians can’t see what the devil is up to. I love God with all my heart and I do love His Church so much that it is so sad what has become of the world. If we unite as one and pray, pray and pray as much as we can, we will see great victory for the glory of God, who has already got His army ready to fight mightily in the spiritual realm.

My Testimony of Late

I have asked God if I could have permission to share with you what He told me on the 9^th of November 2021. I was told to post His words if I feel it will help people. First though God wants me to tell you that too many of His children, wait too late to start their mission of love. We all have been given gifts to us to help others and increase His glory.

Before I write down what God told me on the 9^th November, I have to explain somethings first. Devil worshippers are not a small group of people, but a very, very large army. Many I believe get involved with witchcraft innocently with New Age. Scripture says test every spirit. The devil will disguised his true intention by bating us with something that looks helpful and innocent. For example every position you get into in yoga is honouring different gods of the Hindu religion. Many are unaware of it and many Christians think it is alright to do yoga, but it is not. Satan is truly sneaky.

One x-warlock said that he believes there are more devil worshippers then there are Christians. I an sorry I don’t know the x-warlock name. I heard his testimony on YouTube. My favourite prophet is Maria Divine Mercy who was told by Jesus in 2012 that they are multiplying quicker than ants. She has books on her prophesies called ‘The Book of Truth.’ When you look at the vast majority of Christians they behave no differently then the non believers. Satan’s children in my opinion serve Satan with far more zeal and belief than most Christians serve God with. I met three warlocks in two different churches. And they are usually very popular. Their job is of course to poison the church members so they are no threat to Satan’s so called empire. X-witches have said they know who the true followers of Jesus are and so naturally they target them fiercely. They use witchcraft and spy on them by astral-projecting into their homes. They interfere with your dreams too and break things in your home and their witchcraft will bring on sickness and premature deaths. How do I know? I have been attacked by them for years. In the churches we should be learning how to do spiritual warfare, but it is not so.

I am just starting to learn how to pray on command. I started to pray in earnest to expect victory when I call on the Name of Jesus. I also have been praying that every trick, trap and plan Satan is using against me and others will backfire in his face and the opposite effect that he is planning will happen instead. I remember once I prayed this prayer years ago and Jesus showed up to encouraged me to say this prayer often, because He will answered it.

Well as it turned out the devil worshippers kept cursing my favourite worship music Cd’s. At first I didn’t recognise what they were doing, but after six Cd’s in a row that wouldn’t work that should of, I got so angry with them. I just kept repeating over and over again ‘Satan is going to go to hell.’ with absolute confidence that is exactly were he is going to go. I didn’t called on Jesus Name at this point. The Cd’s miraculously played without incident. They backed off. A couple of days later they tried again. This time I said over and over again ‘I command in the Mighty Name of Jesus that every form of witchcraft you use against me past, present and future I send back to you seven fold.’ It is biblical to return the cursed back seven times. Once again the Cd’s worked well, mysteriously. Now I have confidence in calling on Jesus Name. I had to be put into a tight spot before I found out how to call on Jesus’s Name with the authority that God has given us. My temper was so great I was determined to get my own way. We usually learn the hard way, especially when you don’t have any teachers to help you get started

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So now you know a bit of the background. I will share what the Lord said to me. I believe it will help others as well. First I asked God a question and it went like this. “My beautiful God did I do right by telling the devil worshippers that every form of witchcraft they have sent out to me is going back to them in Jesus Name. They keep attacking my favourite worship songs.” Gods reply was; “You indeed have permission as long as you remain firm and not back down with wish-washy thinking ‘that I can’t win.’ then know this my girl I will assist you in victory, you are my child and great is my Name. Be strong and faithful. I am challenging you to go higher, so much so, I am rewarding you with further education, how to win the battle against Satan’s followers. After every decree you will sound the alarm, my alarm will be heard above every other noise and will drown out Satan’s voice and it shall be heard and wonders will never cease, because I am with you all the way.

I believe this message will help others, as well. With me I don’t just say the command once, because my faith is still growing in this area. I speak out the command over and over again with determination to believe until I feel the job has been done. I am finding out how to pray with the authority God has given us through the merits of Jesus Christ.

We all have problems sometimes when we think without a shadow of a doubt that we are absolutely right about something, only to find out we were absolutely wrong. It is very humbling for me and I should imagine for many. I take a great deal of interest in listening to the modern prophets of our time. I am so surprise with most Christians that they are not interested in what God is saying about the times we are currently living in, through them. To me if you love God and have a real intimate relationship with Him, you would want to hear His voice whether He is talking to you directly or through a chosen prophet.

Some prophets of God have an exceptionally powerful anointing that if you belong to God you can’t miss it. I am not saying that I have discern correctly every time, but God has given me the ability like so many Christians who are trying to follower Jesus closely; the ability to discern correctly most of the time. The Holy Spirit opens your spiritual eyes for you, and you then can see who is true or who is false. Sooner or later false prophets will trip up. And unfortunately many true prophets of God are labelled as false prophets, because they are not saying what is pleasing to the listener or sometimes it is just a case of the listener, doesn’t know their bibles well enough to know that the prophet is agreeing with the bible.

When I listen to the true prophets, I notice many times I don’t always agree with their personal opinions, because it doesn’t add up to what I have experienced. No doubt you can say that of me too and be correct in saying so. When God speaks through them, it is so powerful and obvious that it is God, which proves to me, doesn’t matter how gifted we are, we all fall short of Gods glory. Using only our human intellect we tend to get it wrong every time. Only God knows all the answers. I notice that when people judge me or I am judging somebody by human reasoning only, it is always far off the mark.

Proverbs 3: 5-6. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.

I often pray that when people read my articles, the Holy Spirit is with them giving you discernment of what comes from God and what comes from me. I also pray that you will forgive me of my short comings and say a little pray for me as I do you.

Prosperity churches basically teaches us to become selfish. Satan knows our weakness, I believe far better than we do. He knows how to use the Bible verses to his advantage. God does say the more we give the more we will receive. But you have to read the whole Bible and get the picture of who God is and what He is all about. The commandment that God has given us explains we must put God first above everything else in our lives. We are told to love Him with our all and then we are also told to love our neighbour as ourselves. So when we give, we are coming from a place of love for God and mankind. That’s when God opens His hand and gives. And it might not be straight away either.

When I was eight years old, it dawn on me very powerfully that Gods commandment was to love Him above everything, including my parents, that I burst into tears. I told God how can I love you that way when I can’t see you. I threw myself on the bed crying hard and I now know it was the Holy Spirit asking me a question “will you?” I thought it was me asking that question to myself and I replied I will, but I don’t know how. Straight away, it was like God pressed a button on my brain and I then felt God’s presence in a most beautiful and powerful way. So much so, for years after I only had to hear the word God and tears of love and joy would rolled down my face. And they weren’t little tears either. The memory of that day was so vivid. I really couldn’t do anything but praise Him. About four years later God took the vividness of the memory away. The best way to describe the vividness of the memory is to use a poor example of wine. When we drink a glass of wine or two or three we will still feel the effects of that wine well after we have drunk it. I call it a living memory and when God takes that memory away it just becomes an ordinary memory that we remember ordinary day to day things by.

I was asked once why does God gives you a run of experiencing His presence and then nothing for years and then He gives you another run of it and so on. All I could say is I suppose He shows us things and then He expects us to live by faith.

If you are having trouble loving God above everything and you too are asking how do I love a God I don’t know. The only thing I know to say is that when you pray with all your heart in real earnest and keep it up, you will sooner or later experience Him. Loving Him then is the easiest thing in the world to do. Some peoples prayers are answered straight away and others have to keep begging Him. God doesn’t love you less if He is making you beg for it longer. He has a perfect plan and He knows how to make you really yearn for Him with your all and when you do that, that’s when it happens.

God has told me about the article I have just written on this subject. And it goes like this. “Your choice of words make out it is easy for people to give up their old ways and be simply a child of God. But I say to you it is not that simple if you live a life of sin. Be frank that I come to the simple of heart and make things simple for those who don’t know how.”

Now if you take those above words to heart and read my article that this article is on how a child of God should behave. We all battle with this, because the old man that is described in the bible, is sinful and always listens to the flesh and not by the Spirit of God as a pure child of God would. God also said to me. “Gods love for sinners, who try to be good will be rewarded on the day of Judgement.” Now I proceed with my article.

To be a child of God.

Matthew 18:3.’Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.’

What powerful words. Scary if you don’t know what it means to be childlike in your approach to God. Not to be immature as a child, but take on their innocents, their ability to be themselves and believe simply, without their head knowledge getting in their way. To speak openly to God how they feel towards something or someone. They can sense an evil person and keep away from them, because of their closeness to God, they appreciate the wonders of the world. And treat everything as brand new which it is for them. With us if we learn to pray and do things for God the way they do and then we will feel the closeness of God immediately. Depending how open we are to him. Be ready and open up like a child and you will receive the benefits from a God who is more like your father than your earthly father is to you. Doesn’t matter how good your father is he is no match to the Father who holds the whole universe in the palm of his hand comfortably. I have seen that in a vision God gave me. And you may think he can’t see the planet earth because it is so small, never alone us, yet God does see and he counts us worthy, to die for us on the cross, to save us from what ever we are going through. As a child of God, believe in his love and you will be rewarded for it. Even if it takes a couple of years for your prayers to be answered.

God has just answered my prayer of bold friends in Christ. It took a couple of years before it was answered, but he sure has answered it. We don’t always know why some prayers take longer to be answered than others. But remember a child of God has faith and will persevere and keep asking and declaring it until they see the prayer being answered. I was told not long ago by God that I loved money, which shocked me since I pay 10% tithe and more away. But what he was saying, which I found out later on, I love security and I have more faith in cash than I have of God ,who is my provider. If I didn’t ask as a child what he ment, he would not been able to explain to me, because I would otherwise listen to my intellect and not believe. And so if I didn’t humble myself and put my faith in God that he would explain and deliver me from my love of money. So you see we all have problems to deal with, but when we come to him as a child, he fixes it up the problem as a loving Father would. Maybe not in our timing, but in his wisdom and perfect timing. Be child like in your love of God and speak to him of your love for him as a child would and it cheers your heart and brings you ever closer in union with God our Father.

Many people are saying the unborn is just chemicals (during the first few weeks of their life in the womb) and not a human being. Now people’s hearts have become so cold that babies full term are allowed to be killed in New York City. I want to quote some bible passages to remind Christians to take the written word very seriously, because we will be judged by how we live our lives. God is a God of love and mercy but He is equally a God of justice. Depending what translation of the bible you have the Psalms chapters numbering maybe different. So I will write down both numbers of the chapters down. So you can find it easier in your bibles.

Psalms 139: 13 or Psalms 138: 13. For it was you who created my being, knit me together in my mother’s womb.

Psalms 70: 6 or Psalms 71: 6. On you I have leaned from my birth, from my mother’s womb, you have been my help. My hope has always been in you.

I read not so long ago a verse from Psalms, but I can’t find it again, but it struck me most powerfully and it said, that David praised God for protecting him in his mother’s womb. Many parents aren’t protecting their unborn child. And it saddens me to think many people who say they are following Christ believe in abortion. Many people have died and gone to heaven and came back again to life giving witness that the largest part of heaven is the nursery, where the aborted babies go. I believe their testimony to be true.

God told me my mother had consecrated me while I was in my mother’s womb to Himself. That’s why I probably have such early memories as a baby. Especially the times when I called out and pleaded for help and God always answered my prayers and saved me from danger or from a very upsetting experience.

Psalms 21:10-11 or Psalms 22:10-11. Yes, it was you who took me from the womb, entrusted me to my mother’s breast. To you I was committed from my birth from my mother’s womb you have been my God.

I believe that verse is very true for me. “From my mother’s womb you have been my God.”

For the many who have believed in the lies of Satan about abortions. Don’t forget God can and does forgive the repented. So sumit your sorrow to God and not only will He forgive you, but heal you also, if you only believe in His love for you is greater than you can imagine. The abortionist are not going to warn women who are thinking about abortions the sorrow that comes with it. You can always adopt your child out. Some will say they would be too sorrowful to do that. Just imagine the sorrow that comes with abortion. Not just for the mother, but for grandparents as well. I hope you don’t feel like I am judging anyone, but abortion is not the answer, God will help you out if you humbly put your trust in Him.

1 Thessalonians. 5:17-18. Pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

When I first was converted into believing the power of prayer, I thought prayer was just saying formula prayers and talking to God in your own words. What I found over the years, prayer is being in union with God in many different ways. Walking in faith in God, is prayer. And a powerful one at that. It doesn’t have to be words, but rather a state of being. Being conscious of God in the most ordinary things in life as well as in our sorrows, relaxations, excitement and etc. Being present and being aware that God is with you in all of this.

When you suffer don’t waste a moment of it, offer your suffering with our Lord and it will be rewarded beyond measure in heaven. Offering up our sufferings in patience, faith and love of God is a very powerful prayer. Most people agree fasting is something God is calling all Christians to offer up. But not everybody understands to offer up their lives to God for His glory, is to walk with Him in your daily activities with the same virtues as Jesus Christ. All this is prayer.

People sometimes think you only offer up your sufferings, but God wants you to offer everything about your life, your joys and relaxations as well. When you do that you become more careful to imitate Jesus. And therefore nothing about your life is wasted. Even you sinful nature, offer it up to God that you learn humility and be free of judging others.

If you look at nature God has made this world in such a way, nothing is being wasted. Even waste products is use to fertilise the soil. Our sins when repented of them can act in the same way. It is very humbling to know that it is only the love of God and the sacrifice that Jesus has made makes us worthy to be children of God. We have done nothing to deserve this honour, except to believe in Him and to live a life to please him much as possible. We are expected to do our best and be imitators of Christ. If we do that we are showing reverence and love and gratitude to God for all that He does for us. Which is always good.

Don’t ever be confused with the lies that Satan spreads about God. That God wants us to suffer, but rather realise we are in a fallen world and suffering is part and parcel of a world that has turn its back from God and Gods’ commandments, which is love and wisdom itself.

To pray without ceasing with a grateful heart will open doors to such intimacy with God. It usually doesn’t happen over-night. But it is truly rewarding if you make a habit of being with God, in faith. Sometimes you might experience His tangible presence, but mostly you will be resting in Him. What I mean by that you will be at peace with yourself and with God. You will learn to listen and do things His way, because you are always thinking of Him either consciously or unconsciously. He becomes the love of your life. And you will be able to carry your burdens easier, because you know God is with you in all of this. God doesn’t leave anybody, but we have to make a daily effort to choose to be with God in all of our activities and rest. I am not talking about hard thinking, but just a consciousness that God is with us. Learn to rest in Him. When you do, you will notice this comes about when you believe and trust Him to be the God He says He is.

Luke 12:35. Let your waist be girded and your lamps burning.

Matthew 5:15-16. Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.

I prefer the translation of ‘put it under a bushel’ than a basket. To me it makes more sense.

God gave me a revelation today I believe. The light that shines in us, is Jesus Himself shining through us. That if we are truly His, depending on the degree we are His, our light will shine intensely. If we genuinely are following Jesus and do His Will we are like a lantern. Depending how clean the lantern is the brighter the light will shine through us. The more people will recognise you belong to God, which will please God, because He will be able to reach more people that way.  You win souls, because it is Jesus touching souls through you.

 I practise Holy Communion for years, first thing every day. I often feel His Presence during Holy Communion within me. That is where I got the idea that I am a lantern or lamp whatever way you want to describe it. Jesus is His own person in us and He can heal, comfort set free the prisoners easily in us by just being one with Him. Many people who believe in the bread and wine turns into the actual body and blood of Christ and partake in it every day often feels His tangible Presence within them. So I am not the only one by far. But it was during Holy Communion I got the idea of being like a lantern and Jesus can flow through me and you according to how much we allow Him to do so. If we practise prayer and live to please Him we will shine. It will be His light that shines through us, not us. We become one with Jesus.

John 17:21. That they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us, that the world may believe that You sent Me.

Jesus can work through us secretly without us knowing. He can heal the sick, comfort those who are lonely and do miracles I believe, by just being in us. We don’t have to do anything, but love God with all our hearts and above all things, and obey Him. He will use us because He is in us.